Memories Can't Wait

 

By Jeanne Thorne

 

Chapter One: Dumb Luck

 

 

If there isn't a name for it, there should be -- that sick, dizzy moment between committing an irrevocable action and its completion when you realize what you've done. Like when you realize you've left your keys in the ignition just as the car door slams shut and locks, or the split-second when you discover you've clicked on "Reply All" and sent that nasty email to everyone about whom you were just dishing the dirt.

 

If there was a name for that feeling, Madeleine Weld would have invoked it as she opened the door a crack and the sledgehammer of a fist crashed into it, knocking her backward off her feet to slide across the polished hardwood floor. Three leather-jacketed men roughly the size of small buildings barreled into the foyer with startling speed. As Madeleine scrambled to get up, her stockinged feet slipped on the floor and the first of the men was on her, bunching the material of her dance leotard in a ham-sized fist and yanking her up and back to slam against his chest. She drew a breath to scream for help and the man's other massive paw pressed tightly over her mouth, crushing her lips against her teeth and almost covering her nose. Letting go of her leotard, Madeleine's assailant wrapped his arm about her waist, pinning her arms to her sides. The girl fought for breath, struggling feebly, her cries of panic reduced to plaintive mewing.

 

"I've got this one," her attacker said in a clipped tone. The others didn't answer, but large automatic pistols appeared in their fists, elongated with what Madeleine knew from the movies were silencers. With a quickness and grace that belied their size, the men moved through the space of the loft Madeleine shared with her roommate, heading for the bedrooms. In an absurd moment of clarity that pierced the haze of her panic, Madeleine found herself noting the caution with which the men moved... then the thought was quickly erased as her attacker lifted her by the waist, hand still clamped over her mouth, and dragged her across the floor to the plush sofa in the center of the living room.

 

"Whuff--!" was the only sound she could manage as the man unceremoniously dumped her onto her stomach on the couch. Before she could lift her head his weight was on top of her, a knee pressing painfully into the small of her back. Her face was mashed into the cushions and she struggled to breathe. Suddenly she heard the distinct rrrip of heavy-duty tape coming off a roll. Oh God, no...

 

Madeleine felt her small wrists being grabbed and twisted behind her back, held in place by one of the man's enormous hands as the other hand pressed the end of the tape in place and began winding it about her crossed wrists. Four turns and her wrists were effectively welded together, her fingers fluttering uselessly. She could hear the crashing of doors from the back rooms and thanked God that at least Beth was at the flower shop...

 

Shifting position but still crushing her into the couch, her attacker turned and snagged her futilely flailing legs, bending them back at the knees and bringing her ankles together. Although yoga and, of course, dance kept her limber, the position was still painful, but she didn't have to hold it long as the man wrapped her ankles in tape with practiced speed and let them go. She felt his weight shift again, and she lifted her head slightly, gulping for air as he wound more tape about her legs just below her knees, tearing it off and then repeating the procedure about her thighs. She was wearing tights, so none of the tape adhered to her skin, but no power on earth could have enabled her to move her legs independently of each other now.

 

"All right, tiny dancer," she heard the man mutter, "panic and you'll choke. Chill out and breathe through your nose." With that the man gripped a handful of her dark hair and yanked her head back, arching her spine. She uttered a squeal of pain that was quickly muffled by the sponge the man was stuffing between her teeth, filling her mouth and pressing her tongue down. Fighting to breathe through her nose, Madeleine shook her head until another yank stilled it. A rip -- undoubtedly with his teeth -- and the man was pressing a swatch of tape tightly across her lips, smoothing it in place over her cheeks with his free hand. A second swatch went over the first and he released her hair. Her head fell forward and she mewed pitifully into the gag.

 

Her attacker's weight finally, mercifully lifted from her back and his hands gripped her shoulders and lifted her to a seated position on the couch. Through the strands of hair that had fallen into her eyes Madeleine saw the other men coming in, both with shaven heads and the chiseled features of hardcore military men, their eyes hidden behind matching wraparound shades. Her attacker stood to face them, his face darker but just as hard, his skull just as barren of hair. "Report," he snapped.

 

"Jones isn't here, but this is definitely her place," the shorter of the two, by an inch at most, replied. "There are a number of photos around with her and the ballerina here. Including some excellent pics from the beach where you can see her juicy--" He was cut off by a sharp glare from his superior and stifled his leer. "Jones is off-site... sir."

 

Madeleine's attacker nodded and tossed the roll of duct tape to the shorter man. "She'll be home soon enough. Finish up the roommate while we get ready for her."

 

Jones? Madeleine puzzled, fighting down panic as the sponge in her mouth began to fill with saliva. Surely they don't mean Beth... her last name is Layton... what do they want?!

 

As the shorter thug advanced on Madeleine, she attempted to shrink back into the couch cushions. The man grinned a truly nasty grimace and grabbed her by the hair, yanking her forward again. As he began to wind the tape quickly but carefully around Madeleine's chestabove and below her small breasts, trapping her arms tightly against her body, he murmured, "Hold still. You're goin' on a little trip, you and your roomie, as soon as she gets home. But it's a surprise, and we don't want you givin' it away."

 

All Madeleine could do was mmmpphh into her gag, tears blurring her vision as she looked to the door and prayed that Beth would perhaps call and realize something was wrong, gripped by panic and terror and that sick, dizzy feeling that has no name...

 

* * *

 

Meanwhile, Beth Layton was staring in stunned silence at a different brand of intruder standing in the doorway of her tiny flower shop. The handful of nasturtiums slipped from her fingers to scatter on the floor but she barely noticed, fighting as she was to form words. Finally she whispered a name.

 

"Jack..."

 

"Nice to see you, Beth," said the tall, lean man in the grey Savile Row suit as he stepped into the shop, looking around. "Although I must say these are hardly the kind of digs in which I would have pictured you."

 

Beth brushed a stray copper-colored hair from her forehead and smiled humorlessly. "You knew I liked flowers, Jack."

 

"Yes, I did. In fact, there were hundreds of them at your funeral." He selected a small white carnation from a vase on the wooden counter, snapped off the stem and tucked the flower into his buttonhole. "You really should have been there."

 

Beth ran her hands down the yellow apron that she wore over her white blouse and black slacks, her palms moist with perspiration. "What can I say? I'd been to enough funerals that year. I'd had enough of them. I'd had enough of all of it."

 

"So you faked your own death and this is where you disappeared to?" He gestured about the shop with visible disgust. "You could have gone anywhere in the world and you chose to live in this Midwestern armpit and play Martha Stewart? What a waste."

 

She looked down at her hands, their knuckles white against her thighs. "At least it took you five years to find me. I'd say it was a pretty good cover."

 

"Not good enough. I'm not the only one who knows you're here." He watched her intently, pausing for effect before delivering the kicker. "Arno Blevins escaped from federal custody last week. We believe he made a beeline straight for this godforsaken city."

 

Beth's head snapped back up, eyes wide and incredulous. "You let Blevins get away?" Her voice caught in her throat. "You let Blevins live?"

 

"Not me, doll." Jack shook his head soberly. "If I'd had my way, he'd be nothing but chum in his own shark tank, but the boys at the Shack wanted to pick his brain for all those juicy secrets. So they had him stashed away in one of their maximum-security hidey-holes -- that is, until a strike force of very bad black hats stormed the joint. Definitely paramilitary types with serious intel, someone familiar with our security measures and with no qualms about ordering a bloodbath. If I had to guess, I'd say your old playmate Madame Ducharme made it out alive."

 

An involuntary shudder coursed through Beth's slim frame as a host of unwanted memories flooded in, swirling and eddying around the worst: her, naked and spread-eagled on a tilted metal grille, steel shackles cutting into her wrists and ankles as the cool, blonde scientist and spy threw the switch that sent hundreds of volts of electric current surging through her helpless body until she was screaming and sobbing into the ballgag strapped between her teeth -- no interrogation, just pure unrelenting torture, followed by the satisfaction of the madwoman's sadistic lust...

 

Beth ripped herself from the waking nightmare, fresh sweat glistening on her brow. "So you're telling me Ducharme is alive and has just sprung her monster of a boyfriend... and the two of them are almost certainly here?" Her mind raced to Maddy, who would most certainly be home from the dance studio by now. Got to get home. Please, God, don't let them find out where I live...

 

Jack nodded. "Why they would come here is a mystery to our analysts, but as you were the one who broke up their last operation before your untimely death, they came to me, your humble ex-controller, to ask for my thoughts. Having no clue myself, I arrived a couple of days ago to see if I could find one. Little did I know just how big a clue I would find." He regarded her pointedly.

 

Beth fought to keep her voice even, to assume her long-discarded mask of neutrality. "And how did you find me, Jack?"

 

"You know my methods, Watson," he murmured with a tiny smile. "Actually it was dumb luck. I saw you on the street as I was in the diner around the block. About choked on my Brunswick stew. You've changed your hair and your style of dress is just atrocious, but I know your walk, your gestures. You've been out of the game too long, Beth. You've grown careless." Then he doesn't know where my apartment is. He doesn't know about Maddy...

 

"What can I say? I thought my past was dead and buried," she replied, brow clouded. "You think Blevins and Ducharme are here for me? How would they know I was here if even you didn't?"

 

"That's the mystery, doll. That's what we need to find out if we're going to bring them down. Now that I know you're alive, I want you to come back. No, we need you to."

 

"No." She shook her head emphatically. "I'm out of it, for good. Now that you bright people know they're here, you find them. You catch them. And you make damn sure they're dead this time. As for me, this conversation never happened." She glared defiantly at him. "Leave, Jack."

 

He matched her stare with his cold grey eyes. "And if we can't find them before they find you?"

 

"They won't find me. They haven't your luck." Again, she struggled to keep the desperate tone out of her voice.

 

"Perhaps they don't need it." He sniffed the carnation in his lapel. "Like it or not, Beth, you're the key to finding them. You'll stand a much better chance if you're back on the team, but one way or another your lovely little ass is going to lead us to them."

 

"Go to hell, Jack. You came here alone. You haven't the skills to keep me in sight and by the time you get actual field agents here I'll be long gone." Cheap bravado, she berated herself. You're out of practice in tradecraft and you can't leave Maddy.  Maddy... dear God, she'll find out who I really am... and who she really is...

 

Jack smiled a small, superior smile. "If you say so, doll. Just be sure to pack light, okay?" He turned, pulling open the door.

 

Bells tinkled overhead to mark his departure, a counterpoint to the scream of sheer panic inside the skull of Bethany Jones, at one time the deadliest female secret agent on three continents -- now five years older and in nothing even close to her peak, with an innocent girl under her wing who may even now be a captive of the most terrifying pair of butchers ever to threaten the safety of the world...

 

 

Chapter Two

 

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